At every level, the decisions gets harder and more challenging but you make it and you just got to try what results you get, if its bad, you learn, do it better the next time if its good you tell yourself, got to do that again! 

There are decisions that we know that it will be wrong when we make them but we still do it at the end of the day, miss the opportunity and rationalize and try to reason it out. Sometimes we want to save or salvage the situation, but it gets a little too embarrassing to do so or it may be that we just want to keep it status co and not complicate matters damaging any relationships.

Then there are decisions that are pre decided. You felt convicted in your heart to do certain things in a certain way because of certain experiences so we pre decide on them when we are all sober(emotionally, mentally and physically). These decisions feels the best when you make them and when you are at the end of the journey looking back. 

For these decisions, the middle of the journey is worst. You just got to hold on so tight and not ever let go. For these decisions, at times it makes you really tired, really hard to hold on to and really guilty but the key is to HOLD ON. Sometimes you might even feel that you made a wrong decision but guess what, what we are feeling are most of the time only 1% right. HOLD ON! 

Then you got decisions that has no right or wrong. These decisions are the hardest to make because you can't weight out the positive and the negative points and you never know where it will bring you to. And guess what? These are also the decisions that most of the time affects you the most as it ranges from daily life matters to lifelong decisions. 

What to do with such decisions? 

Its easy...WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO WITH DECISIONS? DECIDE! 

We just got to decide. 

Don't blindly decide but we just got to follow our heart and decide! 

Read your bible. Pray?  Get right opinions.

DECIDE! 

Please also note...decisions should never be made by someone else then it becomes not you already. its someone else's decision. Ask for opinions, its the most important thing, but you got to decide at the end of the day because that is who you are. I rather you make the decision that comes from your heart then make a decision that is there to make somebody else happy because we got to be real at the end of the day. Thats what the world is looking for and that makes people easy to work with because at least you know where they are and you can bring them towards somewhere. The worse thing is to be somebody we are not, then things get really complicated. 

There are a 1001 things that I got to decide on. I am learning too! Its a journey, got to learn to enjoy it. Time to do some decision making...

NIGHT!